Post by Grogu on Mar 5, 2021 7:04:19 GMT
This may have damn well been my last shot at winning one of these things. I had hoped to break the record and cement my legacy. The fact I didn't really sucks. I gave it my all. I hope I at least provided an entertaining character.
The story of Grogu, in my mind, is one that went from nothingness to top of the game. I got voted out for no connections and turned this whole thing around. Everyone underestimated me and I used it to my advantage. I fought tooth and nail every step of the way, swinging big and making moves because if I was going to make the end, it wasn't going to be as anybody's goat. I was going to do it and have a case to argue.
The fact is, it put me in direct opposition with T&H. And somehow, despite that, Avocado took them to the end. I hope it's the thing that undoes Avocado. I get the suspicion that T&H is going to win by a narrow margin -- a margin that would've been more favorable had Avo just gone with me/Rey. I'll think about that for a long time. How close was I to winning? Was it always going to be me or T&H winning? First returnee win or first hydra win? Was Avocado just kingmaker?
I'm sad. I'm heartbroken. I wanted this to be my swan song. It wasn't the ending I had planned out in my mind for me. It wasn't what I wanted to be my legacy. Maybe it's for the best. Maybe caring this much about how a small, tiny subset of a small tiny community views you is foolish. But with the games I've won in the past... damn, I was proud of those. I haven't been proud in this hobby for a long time. It's so stupid on the surface. Why would anyone care about something like this, really?
But... when I thought I'd make it to the end, just one more time?
Man. I couldn't stop grinning for a few rounds.
The story of Grogu, in my mind, is one that went from nothingness to top of the game. I got voted out for no connections and turned this whole thing around. Everyone underestimated me and I used it to my advantage. I fought tooth and nail every step of the way, swinging big and making moves because if I was going to make the end, it wasn't going to be as anybody's goat. I was going to do it and have a case to argue.
The fact is, it put me in direct opposition with T&H. And somehow, despite that, Avocado took them to the end. I hope it's the thing that undoes Avocado. I get the suspicion that T&H is going to win by a narrow margin -- a margin that would've been more favorable had Avo just gone with me/Rey. I'll think about that for a long time. How close was I to winning? Was it always going to be me or T&H winning? First returnee win or first hydra win? Was Avocado just kingmaker?
I'm sad. I'm heartbroken. I wanted this to be my swan song. It wasn't the ending I had planned out in my mind for me. It wasn't what I wanted to be my legacy. Maybe it's for the best. Maybe caring this much about how a small, tiny subset of a small tiny community views you is foolish. But with the games I've won in the past... damn, I was proud of those. I haven't been proud in this hobby for a long time. It's so stupid on the surface. Why would anyone care about something like this, really?
But... when I thought I'd make it to the end, just one more time?
Man. I couldn't stop grinning for a few rounds.
