Random thoughts from the walking dead

I'm going to write up my last pms to everyone.

Monk,

We met oh such a short time ago but it feels like I've known you for years XD. In the beginning it was just a monk practicing Ki who came across a playful snow leopard. I had so much fun telling you about how I absolutely NEEDED a fluffier tail and about how it was so cool you could see through your hands! You weren't much different from the other DnD members for me at first. You all had similar looking avatars and I kept getting you all mixed up but there was a point where you were just different. I don't know when it was - was it when my tail got fluffier after you taught me Ki or was it when I told you I wanted you to survive and talk more because people were talking about booting you? Was it when you stuck your neck out for me when I was already long gone? I don't know but there was a point where you were no longer just another boring tribemate. When you told me I was getting unanimously voted out I was shocked and I thought you were lying to me. Perhaps you were trying to scare me for Ranger and Bard. But when I saw you land at the bottom of this hole, I knew I messed up big time. It was my fault that you died. I shouldn't have asked you for help because at that point, there was no going back and I was already as good as completely dead. I wrote in my confessional that asking you to help me was the thing that I regretted the most and I meant it. I regret it very much. You were quiet just like Bono but I liked you a lot. Your quietness didn't change anything for me - I didn't care. I just knew that I liked you a lot and there was no changing a decision made by my heart. If you were in my position, I believe you would be willing to die for me just as I am willing to die for you. Even if you would not be, that doesn't matter. I know an honest, loyal, and kind person when I see one and you are one. I want to save you. This was my decision. Do not blame yourself and I really want you to have a good time in this game. Don't let yourself get hell bent on revenge, angry, or sad. I'll always be here with you and on your side. If you ever feel angry or sad, know that there is a snow leopard sitting right in front of you, there for you, and understanding whatever is happening. I'll always be there in spirit.
Thank you Monk. You made this game beautiful for me and I really want you to have an amazing time.


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Cleric,

This is my last message to you before I leave for the snowy arctic to roam free out in the snow! I wanted to tell you that you are reckless at times but I do mean it when I say you have the biggest heart because you truly do. You care about people very much and I can feel it. We first met as two backstabbed and salty old grannies(XD) and we had a blast talking about how we were going to get that revenge no matter what! The fact that you liked Wolf just means you have a beautiful heart. Wolf is a special soul whose beauty I didn't appreciate until it was much too late. I'm happy you found that spark inside him and befriended him. I really am. I fondly recall you calling Beef Jerky a "meat raisin" and the way I laughed every time I saw you say it. You are a hilarious and beautiful soul. You're beauty is just hidden deep inside just like Wolf's. I loved talking about how horrible that challenge to find the image was. I loved talking to you in general and I hope you don't get too hell bent on revenge because of me. I want you to be happy and enjoy your time in this game and if it means setting down the revenge option, I would want you to set it down. If you are ever angry or sad this game, know that I am always on your side and I understand. I will forever be by you in spirit. I hope you have an amazing time in this game and play your heart out! Most importantly, have fun!
Thank you Cleric. You made this game beautiful for me and I really hope you have a wonderful time.



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Bono,

I'm so sorry. I didn't stay true to my promise. You told me you would wait and be there waiting for me in the middle of the snow forever and ever but I won't be able to come. I hope you didn't wait too long but stop waiting because by the time you get this or by the time you see my status has changed to "I'm sorry", you should know that I .. won't be coming back. I miss you and our useless conversations. The way I would be able to send you like ten pms in a row and not feel the least bit self conscious about how spammy I was being. You offered me an alliance so early in the game that I didn't think the alliance could possibly stand solidly but it did. Somehow it did because it evolved into a strong soul bond; a very very strong friendship. Somehow I haven't talked to you for so long yet I believe deep down in my heart that you are still waiting for me out in the snow. Stop waiting. I broke my promise to you and I'm sorry. We'll have to trash talk Avocado in some other parallel universe because this one isn't going to work out. I hope it makes you feel better to know that I was happy right before I was voted out because that was what I wanted. I chose my death, Bono. You cannot blame anyone for this.

I'll be waiting for you post game to finish that pillow fight. I haven't lost it yet! Wait for me!!! Imma win *fluffs up my chest*
I'm sorry Bono and when I said "I miss you" in my status, that "you" was YOU.
I'm sorry Bono. I'm really sorry.

Love,
your favorite, cheesiest Lepp ever


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Dark Rey said she's been dishonest with me and this is such a horrible time to hear that but *sigh* im not dead yet so I'll force myself to care.

Ok so Dark Rey basically urged Zero on in pitting me and monk because she wanted to justify voting monk out. That backfired on her big time cuz now she's lost a very powerful(:3) ally but I dont blame her. I really dont.